The High Priestess is vicariously obsessed...

The obsession is really not my own. It belongs to the Tinman. However, since it's very difficult to not experience HER experiences vicariously, I don't think I'm sleeping either. They (The Ellen Show) have called her four times over the weekend to relay messages, get information, take answers to questions, update taping times. And though life has gone on around us, there still seems to be a central, underlying theme; Jeff.

She believes that she will be elimated. In fact, she's pretty sure about it. I can't help but feel, in my own, possibly inobjective way, that she's always too hard on herself. There is an inability to even consider the possibility that she is pretty, talented, smart, an amazing "catch". Perhaps that's a protection device. Whatever it may be, she's still gone through the motions to put her best foot forward. No pun intended. We've done the shopping, the wardrobe is in place, the time set aside for possibly two days (Monday and Tuesday) this week. It's pretty crazy. But all in all, an incredible experience and a really fun, if not anxious ride. How many people get to experience this, after all? Think of it this way Ave....whether you come away from this experience on Jeff's arm or not, you'll always be a winner because you've gotten to live a dream that not many can ever say they have. In fact, let's just leave it at; to the people who matter, you'll always be a winner. Enough said.